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Fade (Rainy Day Demo)
03:49
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Wilderness
03:12
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hope, it haunts me in my life like a ghost
it leads me there until im surely lost inside
the wilderness of my mind
and i stand there like im glued against a wall
i act as if i have no cares at all
but you know where i am
and though it surely seems, i lost a friend, i lost myself instead
and though it surely seems, i lost a friend, i lost myself in the end
still, the silence brings a roar of emptiness
to my soul that wants to soar again,
i still can't find the beginning of the end
and though it surely seems, i lost a friend, i lost myself instead
and though it surely seems, i lost a friend, i lost myself in the end
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3. |
Gone Too Far
03:46
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tears don't fail me now i know you can do better
things still fall apart, im not holding it together
but somewhere deep inside it seems
it's written in the stars for me
just the other night, we rode the storm together
now it's only me, still hoping for good weather
but somewhere deep inside i know
it's like this everytime you go
i can't say that i never felt the same way
but i'm to blame for the way things are, it's gone to far
tears don't fail me now i know you can do better
things still fall apart, im not holding it together
but somewhere deep inside it seems
it's written in the stars for me
i can't say that i never felt the same way
but i'm to blame for the way things are, it's gone to far
now i'm drowning here
in this pool of tears
it's the saddest thing, i've ever known
i can't say that i never felt the same way
but i'm to blame for the way things are, it's gone to far
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4. |
I Wish
03:20
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please give me one more try
I promise I won't fuck it up this time
life was better when i was young
i didn't feel this way back then, but i do now
and i wish i could remember
i wish i could forget
the things that you once told me
the things that i regret
tiny trees dot the horizon
like crowded people in my head
my empty dreams would start to fade
if only you were in them, but you're not now
and i wish i could remember
i wish i could forget
the things that you once told me
the things i still regret
fields of grass glow at sunset
brilliant blue paints the sky
and i wish i could remember
i wish i could forget
the things that you once told me
the things that i regret
and i wish i could remember
i wish i could forget
the things that you once told me
the things that i regret
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5. |
Like a Memory
02:47
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too late, don't wait
hanging by a rope that's frayed
sometimes i dont mean what i say
who said, no end
hanging by the smallest thread
make another promise in my head
i feel like, something lost in time
i feel like a memory
i feel like, something lost in time
i feel like a memory
don't go, so slow, hitting all my lowest lows
think about those things i shouldnt know
ill try, im fine, hitting all my highest highs
something always makes me want to cry
i feel like, something lost in time
i feel like a memory
i feel like, something lost in time
i feel like a memory
and the end is far away dear
and there's nothing left to see here
i feel like, something lost in time
i feel like a memory
i feel like, something lost in time
i feel like a memory
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6. |
It's Not Hard
03:22
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rolling down the runway
i feel like running away
to jump off of the plane
and lie face up in the rain
it's not hard for me to feel this way
it's not hard for me to feel this way
it's not hard for me to feel this way
don't look back i know that
i've read this all before
it's not my fault, won't turn to salt
and be stuck anymore
it's not hard for me to feel this way
it's not hard for me to feel this way
it's not hard for me to feel this way
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7. |
Same as You
03:32
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staring at the ground i see
nothing but my distant memories
i can only see the faded images of what we used to be
walking through the town i see
faces now that turn from me
if i could just find you now i know i could convince you to believe
oh and i, I will remember you
every day ill feel the same way too
oh and i, i will remember you
every night i'll feel the same as you
turning upside down i think
is there something out there for me
i can only feel the wave that's rising up and taking over me
lying on the ground I feel
painful longing i can't heal
i can only shut my eyes and hold my breath and let it move through me
oh and i, I will remember you
every day ill feel the same way too
oh and i, i will remember you
every night i'll feel the same as you
yes i know it's all my fault
but it doesn't matter now at all
oh and i, I will remember you
every day ill feel the same way too
oh and i, i will remember you
every night i'll feel the same as you
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8. |
Ask Me Tomorrow
03:10
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Secret promises
Broken hearts again
It's all the same
Here we go again
And nothing feels the same
Ask me tomorrow
How I feel today
Ask me tomorrow
How was yesterday
Because I don't want to know what I'll say when you go
Ask me tomorrow
Just not today
Secret promises
Here we go again
Laying blame
Broken hearts instead
And I don't know, it's all the same
Ask me tomorrow
How I feel today
Ask me tomorrow
How was yesterday
Because I don't want to know what I'll say when you go
Ask me tomorrow
Just not today
today go away
I don't think that it's the worst of what's to come
Ask me tomorrow
How I feel today
Ask me tomorrow
How was yesterday
Because I don't want to know what I'll say when you go
Ask me tomorrow
Ask me tomorrow
Ask me tomorrow
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9. |
Ground Force
03:20
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send in the ground force
this is my last stand
don't mistake my smile
you never had a chance
lay your words down, then turnaround and leave
worlds collide, it happens all the time
deepest rift, divides mine into sides
and i tell myself, don't give another chance
it's the worst thing i could do, except when it comes to you
send in the ground force
this is my last stand
don't mistake my smile
you never had a chance
lay your words down, then turnaround and leave
just give in, on the field so dark and red
wave your flag, just surrender instead
and i tell myself don't give another chance
it't the worst thing i could do, except listen to you
send in the ground force
this is my last stand
don't mistake my smile
you never had a chance
lay your words down, then turnaround and leave
my longrange has gone out
but i think i found an in
your shields are coming down,
and there's no way you can win
the tables have turned and i see my victory
send in the ground force
this is my last stand
don't mistake my smile
you never had a chance
lay your words down, then turnaround and leave
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10. |
Distant Star
03:22
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When the light gets low
I'll think back on what I know
No I wouldn't want to go
No I don't want you to go
When the days feel long
I'll think back on what has gone
I won't change by mind this time
I can't change your time this time
Oh and I know
What the night knows
There's a light that shines alone
Oh and I'll go
Where the night goes
There's a light that shines alone
When the last flame turns
to shiny embers as it burns
I won't stand and walk away
I won't ask for you to stay
When the days turn cold
I'll pretend I'm not alone
I won't change my mind this time
I can't change your mind this time
Oh and I know
What the night knows
There's a light that shines alone
Oh and I'll go
Where the night goes
There's a light that shines alone
And the pale light it drifts along
I can follow it on my own
Like a distant star I can see
But my eyes play tricks on me
Oh and I know
What the night knows
There's a light that shines alone
Oh and I'll go
Where the night goes
There's a light that shines alone
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11. |
Leaves
02:52
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trail is gone
it's left me sort of stranded
like the time
you drew it on a canvas
leaves keep blowing ever slowly
never knowing where i'm going
have a feeling that's like nothing
i have ever known
even now,
i hear my name called in silence
like that time
you said it in a sentence
leaves keep blowing ever slowly
never knowing where i'm going
have a feeling that's like nothing
i have ever known
season's changing now
so quickly changing
moving forward forward
leaves keep blowing ever slowly
never knowing where i'm going
have a feeling that's like nothing
i have ever known
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12. |
Trying Not to Feel
03:29
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Don't tell me it's ok because it's not
I tell you all the time, tell you that I'm fine
Cuz in between the dark and the light
I've found a place to hide, at least I try
But everynight I lie awake
Wondering how much I can take
Trying not to feel, makes me want to cry,
makes me want to cry
Trying not to feel, makes me want to cry,
makes me want to break down and cry
Don't think that I care because I don't
I found a way to lie, keep it all inside
Try not to think about all the times
I went off to my bed, with no dreams in my head
But everynight I lie awake
Wondering how much I can take
Trying not to feel, makes me want to cry,
makes me want to cry
Trying not to feel, makes me want to cry,
makes me want to break down and cry
And in the dark, I feel no pain
till the morning comes in again
I shut my eyes, don't let the light in
But the morning comes in
Trying not to feel, makes me want to cry,
makes me want to cry
Trying not to feel, makes me want to cry,
makes me want to break down and cry
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13. |
Riding Tides
02:19
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Cities pass
I see them through the foggy glass
The stars come out
I can see them from the bow
And I'm floating out to sea
On a boat made just for me
Riding tides, till I find
The place that calls to me
In the day
The sun glistens on the waves
When it's night
The moon is my guiding light
And I'm floating out to sea
On a boat made just for me
Riding tides, till I find
The place that calls to me
And I'm drifting off to sleep
With the thoughts kept just for me
Heavy eyes still I find
The dreams that wait for me
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Catbells Los Angeles, California
Dreamy melancholy meets indie pop... Catbells engages her listeners with soft hypnotic vocals, lush soundscapes, and moody
melodies that capture her deep, heartfelt emotions in the most intimate of ways.
Catbells is a somewhat enigmatic, shy wallflower type, with her name itself being an alter-ego.
Catbells' cinematic music is influenced by the vast natural wild.
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